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[16 Jul 2009|11:26am] |
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i promise this post wont hurt *widest smile im too busy to update this dead blog. BUT today.... im doing this for my source of laughter. Before i introduce you to him. Please get your sunglasses ready. Make sure your glasses is UV-protected. Thanks (: We were once classmates. And before this he've been featured frequently in my blog. As he happens to the clown of doubleyouonefcukyou.
But recently,from the carefree person, he went from the happy go lucky guy to emo and living in his own world kind of person. pitiful right?Just see how irritating he can get last time Put your glasses on. Take a deep breathe. And I'll bring you to a roller coaster ride about this friend of mine. The SHINEST of them all. *around of applause AIDIRUDDIN (;
NO ONE WOULD DRESS TO SCHOOL LIKE HIM!

SEE I TOLD YOU IM NICE AIDI! Unlike you. Stay happy, Seriously. Cause the Aidi i know, never fails to draw a smile on anyone's face. Take Care! (:
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[12 Jun 2009|05:45am] |
i've been busy. not. i was just lazy to update.let the pictures speaks. chillout at zach's place when playing handcuffing wasnt that fun. haha (:
harvin that new friend
harry barry tarry -.-
KX
Raych guitar hero-ing
if im stuck handcuffing with this guy for another day, i'll die of love. chey. okay not!
HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED LITTLE SISTER! SITI SYAZWANI! who grows tall like nobody's business and eat like a fat pig. nonetheless, she's definitely the laughter of my heart. we didnt have a big party for her. we had pizzas, cake. but me, mama, awan and wani alone brings alot of happiness. even better if kakak and abah joined (:
I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL! <3
STORM IG CAMP no doubt was fun.
10minutes *inside joke ;D
tasha baby
Love
especially the water mummy game and the nightwalk. where water was the weapon who says water doesnt hurt? wait till you see irritating buggers holding the water guns. just beware.
the worst enemies
outcome (:
blindness was the weakness. seniors had fun while the year one's suffer. dont blame me. i did the planning of the route and the rules of the game but the others, go ask your student leaders HAH! i merely join the fun they made. ;p look out for the blind-folded ones.
amazing race at botanic gardens
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MY GIANT YOUNGER BROTHER SAIFUL AZWAN!! dont be playFOOL, you bloody fool! hahaha and somehow im proud to say that this boy/guy is getting more handsome *ehem2 tengok lah adek siape ;p
put yat's face in this picture to complete the people that still matters to me and i swear that i miss being with them alot! as time pass, i know we're heading to different paths of life. just know that at one point of time while walking down our own path, we'll still meet. i'm still waiting for the perfect moment just to be with you guys just like before. but i know it'll be hard ): i'll rejoice to that moment if it happens. im still here. just one call away.
SPCA with Loves. curious. the feeling i had ever since dont know when. but thanks to that boy for bringing me there. and harfany and semp for tagging along. though fany was scared and have very little interest in animals, she still came. <3 plus we get to meet Utt! ;p after that we went to bugis to shop then off to school for E's soccer training.
harfany and semp
Eddy's expression last warning eh!
the only one outside
this cat's name is Ronaldo. very active very cute (:
and i secretly feels that this boy looks hot when he sweat. ssssshhhhhhh.....
WORK AT NUSS as usual, i headed home with sabrina. had supper with her and nash. the most funny part was when sabrina and i was making fun of the guys we dated and dating. chilled together till almost 4. the company i adore most
the bestest of the best
other than that, i've been busy with Eddy lets see what have we been up to. late nights at our 'home' for almost everyday. for your info eversince we get together only a day we didnt meet each other lol we can keep quiet for the whole time or make a nuisance out of ourselves staring at the stars, talking about everything under the sun, falling asleep just enjoying each other company. watching his soccer match/training. waiting for his msgs telling me he pass his pract yet again -.- still im proud to have him in my life. though we have problems here and there. im contented. <3
and this is going to sound pathetic HAPPY 1st month baby! HAHAHA
 he knows that its not easy being with me. haha but i can sense that this dummy lover here is trying his very hard to prove me.
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| when you're sick, you know who cares. |
[29 May 2009|03:28pm] |
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falling sick isnt fun at all. but falling sick and knowing people care is a blessing in diguise.
family goes an extra mile to make you feel better. mum do things that makes life so much easier. like getting the shower and clothes ready for you. food and medicine(euuww) fed. brother and sister makes funny jokes to make you feel better. imagine a brother coming to your room touching your forehead your neck checking if you're okay when usually he only come to your room for things or only to irritate you. when your younger sister come to the room to check your temperature now and then. putting wet cloth to your forehead to reduce the fever. when your dad call you to check if you're still breathing and if you still can talk. im blissed with this family. the only one that is missing is that elder sister.
someone reads me like a dictionary. understand me like im his favourite book. i thought catching up would be difficult. whatmore when things comes to you, i felt it was the biggest ordeal. but you made it so simple. so easy. you made me feel like before. and again i was reminded by the song katy perry, thinking of you. a few lines that i felt real. Comparisons are easily done,Once you've had a taste of perfection How do I get better once I've had the best?I guess second best is all I will know You're the best, and yes, I do regret How I could let myself let you go Now, now the lesson's learned I touched it, I was burned Oh, I think you should know!
niki told me "it doesnt really matter. all that matter is that you're happy." happy? what does it really mean? how does it really feel? try asking yourself if you're happy and why are you happy? so the question is am i happy now?
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| denisia's bday |
[29 May 2009|03:22pm] |
happy birthday babygirl! (: stay funky and lovely!

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| best dad! |
[28 May 2009|06:32pm] |

i have an old dad. 49! and he claims he's only 29. biggest joke ever. not till gf sab cracked a fucking funny joke saying "Rah, bday bapak kau send dier gi Old Folks' Home sudah" which mean send my dad to old folks home. how evil! but yeaah this old man of mine, is the man of my life. he's a friend, an enemy and the best dad ever. trust me, you wont have a dad like mine. a dad that comes home in the middle of the night with food. a dad who comes home to play ps2 for hours. a dad who tell you whether or not that guy deserve you. a dad that makes you smile by just looking at his stomach. he's just a dad, my dad. my perfect dad. i love him. (: HAPY BIRTHDAY OLD MAN! MAY YOU BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY ALWAYS!
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| yh (: |
[28 May 2009|06:29pm] |
22th May - ChinaBoy Ang turns 19! *opps sorry! haha
they complained that i took these pictures to be proud that we ate at mac -________-"
gw,yh,yz and yao

a few years back, everyone was different from what they are today.piercings and braces.new hairstyles.some gained weight others lose.but one thing for sure, they are a bunch i treasure.let see in 10 years time if we're still the same. (:
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| Sore-eyed baby |
[18 May 2009|10:14am] |
I was smiling to myself while texting with her. I missed the times we used to text long long msgs to each other. And what happened on Sunday night tells me that i miss the old times badly with her badly. I miss her, though she've been by my side everyday. Take care you sore-eyed girl! Dont spread your illness around please.

Does these picture ring a bell? (:
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| cause its special |
[18 May 2009|10:01am] |
Pitched a tent at East Coast Park with E. "weird unique yet special" he claimed. i felt that way too. But it was definitely a night very well spent. it gave us the chance to know each other deeper. Chilled Drinks Snacks Talks accompanied us throughout the night. Perhaps its love (:

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| childhood sweetheart |
[16 May 2009|07:00pm] |
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let me tell you a story about this guy and a girl, Jack and Jill.
They are friends.It started when they find out they had common interests which happen about 4 years ago. Exchanging of cds and comments about soccer. Sooner later, Jack became the most popular topic among girls. Jill took little attention on him. Cause they were mere classmates more of that hi-bye kind of friends. Though Jack was considered the hot guy in school, he remained humble, he was still that quiet and shy guy. Somewhat somewhere, Jack and Jill became friends. Talking behind close doors. Very few know that they were close cause they were like strangers when they meet each other. Acting as if they dont know the other party. Incidents after incidents, their friendship strengthens and slowly Jill fell for Jack secretly. Comparing herself to other girls, Jill felt that its best to be friends. Soon after, rumours of Jill liking Jack arise. But both parties ignored and act as if nothing happen. They remain close. Going to school together, arguing which team is better and discuss of which hairstyle to do and whether or not should pierce. The feelings towards Jack slowly fades. They were destined to be friends, soulmates. After going on separate ways, they were still close. they were still in talking terms better than anyone else can expect. They still smile and laugh at each other's presence. and Jill's heart still skip a beat whenever she sees him.
And yes, this post is dedicated to that someone i met earlier. Smile Smiley (: Ignorance is blissed whenever it comes to you. All The Best, Soulmate.
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| experience girls will never go through |
[15 May 2009|02:01pm] |
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Ask Eddy and Zac how it feels. Mentos or Viagra uh? Eddy became the first victim I was kind of proud of Madhu and James for fooling him. It was very very funny seeing E in that condition. Still can proudly say "Hard like Rock" -____- oh ya i dont have to go in details of what happened. And dear Zac, i know you were feeling really hot bla bla bla bla. but down boy down. Hahah (: you know what i mean. It was definitely something i would never forget.
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| smile smiley |
[14 May 2009|11:55am] |
 i've got it done yet again. (:
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| geeky |
[11 May 2009|03:30pm] |
i love my look today. and i want my smiley piercing back.

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| your love is like a playground |
[11 May 2009|02:50pm] |
Im here to brag. Im suppose to write down his name on my forehead and wear a poster saying that im attached to this asshole. Dont ask me why him. Its simple. Cause he make me happy. But still he sucks. Thanks. Bitch. E <3

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[11 May 2009|11:32am] |
friday 08may09 school was alright. promises after promises, only on friday Marcus fulfilled his birthday wish. Lunch and ciggies was on him. though it was just for short while, he was definitely a great company. you owe me another lunch for leaving me alone! haha (: and i hope that the tattoo kit you bought spoil. so that someone can just leave his innocent skin as it is. (:
after school, met Sabrina to check Harrison out at Bugis. he was getting his tattoo done at Visual Orgasm if im not wrong. Alvin and Ben were there too. All 3 getting their body tattooed. By the time we reached there, Alvin was done with his. I chilled smoked and basically killed time before E came. Sabrina and I headed to have dinner. Then plans to Marina Square to catch a movie, Friday the 13th but since its M18 we couldnt watch thanks to Sabrina.whatmore the cinema didnt have the show.how irritating.so we ended up accompanying E playing games for awhile before heading to Esplanade to chill.
ben alvin and sabrina
bleeding trees (:
harry
pimple is tk perlu
E
 go figure
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| <3 |
[07 May 2009|03:22pm] |
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07may2009 2 in the morning. go figure (: a new start cause love is like a farting process.
marketing is a bore. its full of theory and i hate it! so basically im slacking chatting and blogging away. YM is a clown (:
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| over it |
[07 May 2009|02:17pm] |
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letting go moving on its difficult, i swear.i'll be in denial if i say i dont miss you cause basically every turn i make, every step i take reminds me of you. but i told myself that someone like you dont deserve to be hurt umpteen times. that i need to let go and start moving on. though i always claimed i've moved on, every now and then, i still think of you. i do look happy to you right? i do look as if i dont need you right? i do look as if i dont care about you right? i do look as if i'm over it right? oh boy think and go figure. all im asking for is you be happy with or without me. takecare. over and done with. cause there's never a right time to say goodbye.
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| cause yes, sorry is the hardest word. |
[30 Apr 2009|01:55pm] |
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being stubborn. being ignorant. something i have to stop. im sorry. sorry for being such a bitch, for not knowing what i want and indirectly hurting innocent people. words cannot heal the wound and arguments happen for a reason. but this time i messed up for real. i should stop. cause i know this aint going anywhere. shits happened. and my bad. i apogise sincerely. i must learn to let go. i must learn to let things happen cause everything happens for a reason. im taking a step back and follow. this time i let you take the lead. guide me.
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| the only constant thing is change |
[27 Apr 2009|09:47am] |
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thinking about it hurts deeply, but i do believe there's a reason behind it all. sorry seems to be the hardest word and i sucks at forgetting.and i do know that its difficult to start where we were whatmore start anew.im out of this game.cause afterall everything we had was just plastic.i give up.
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| besties and the junior |
[24 Apr 2009|03:08pm] |
outdated pictures with CheryLove, RaycHoney and NaThejunior(okay im just being mean) everything went well not till my menses attacked.cramps, stains is a bitch.thanks to Raych we ended up exchanging pants.i didnt like the high waist shorts i bought cause it didnt really matched with my dress so i wore her super hot roses leggings -__- catched 17again food and just enjoying each other's company.
The Loves
okay Nat i mean no harm HAHA

after that i went to Mustafa Center with the weirddos.Nash Hafiz and Jinx(Yat).Jinx and I almost had 3 near death accidents.chilled there till almost half past 2 in the morning then back home.i bought junks.
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| beloooooooooo |
[24 Apr 2009|01:49pm] |
webcaming with good boy 0_0 check out his irritating pervertic face

chatting with him make me miss doubleyouoneeffyou.
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| zac efron |
[20 Apr 2009|11:35pm] |
its not that i dont know that he's hot just that he really caught my eyes on the movie 17 again.he irresistibly awesome.though im a fan of HSM, i just felt that he was more of a man in 17 again.hah! okay girls now i know why you people go hugaga over him.
i've always believe that revenge is sweet.. Adrenaline rush. i want that day i had with you to repeat. Cause i want to see that full moon shining bright on us. though everything hurts in the end. right now all we do is try to avoid eye contact with each other. i want the past. where we see each other just to fight just to feel better.

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[09 Apr 2009|09:53pm] |
this will be a fucked-up post for those motherfuckers who have been talking behind my back and spinning tales about my life with the intention to bring me down in front of that someone.cause you know that it doesnt work.come on dont just tell or go around complaining to your fiance about my life and then your oh-so-lovely fiance will go tell them on what sort of bitch i am.and yes go judge me,cause i know the more you read and want to find out about my doings,the happier i am cause afterall you fucking care about my wonderful life!which of course doesnt consist you and the fuck-up people to be a part of it.on a serious note,please look after your dearest fiance,who knows he's fucking with other people.HAH!
okay enough of the shits.sometimes people just love to poke their nose in our lives just to make things difficult for us.but since its you and your gang,it doesnt affect me at all!hahah (:
a few pictures during mamat's circumcision at nash place.
and i've been busy with this guy,eddy.

okay done bye! (:
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[01 Apr 2009|05:39am] |
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my horoscope for today
i know its just a horoscope, but i just wonder if it matters and is real. afterall there's no harm reading and knowing about it. cause maybe its just coincidental. right?
If you are hanging out with someone because of their connections and not their personality, don't beat yourself up about it -- just change it. You are wasting their valuable time and your own by continuing a false friendship. And whatever you gain from it -- a job connection, a date with a cutie, or something else -- will be tainted by the fact that you faked something to get it. It's not too late to get out of this without making anyone mad. Always be true to yourself.
so whose time im wasting here? perhaps just mine. (: off to bed,baby.
and oh ya, im in confusion but nothing is helping right now. dont just say, chase.
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